After the trials.... Yahoo!!!

Trials are over...
A new and peaceful day starts here...
While the freaking hard to sleep days have past...!!

H1N1.... Deadly 1(s)...

H1N1 spreading very fast & furious... I really don't know whether I had it or not... It was already 3 days of fever and I am ver, very afraid of having H1N1, but synthoms show it isn't... And I believe my life won't end so fast...

The was what I thought but I have to accept reality. But I didn't mean I had it lah, of course... The trials are going to start next week... Fairly worried but I believe I made enough preparation already...

I think still need to study more because I don't want to waste my talents... It is very precious to me... I wrote a very funny essay conatining 6 words which are impossible to be combined as a story... But I manage to do so... So I am willing to share my joy...

I'll post in the next blog, the essay contains 6 word:
1) KHS (Kajang High School)
2) Peter Pan (fantasy)
3) dolphin (animal)
4) fly (action)
5) cheerful (raection)
6) Siti Nur Haliza (a... singer)

Stamina training days

Two days with extreme stamina training, leads death if accidents occur... I hate to say so but I am in an extremely bad luck situation... Saturday, 10th of June, I had a campfire at SMK Cochrane, one of the nicest school I've been... The view from the school was cool, and was facing to KLCC... Wow, girls there are all pretty... I went there with my scout brothers... (A.K.A. Pang Cheng Hao, Hew Khai Sheng and Tong Li Keong) There are very humorous and friendly although they sometimes might go crazy or insane
Pang was invited by a girl for a dance and he rejected, what a shame... I got no girls at all... MORE SHAMEFUL... And the campfire ended at 11.30pm I suppose... We got a sick power when we know that we do not have any transport to go home... Our leaders ask for permission that we are allowed to overnight there... But I knew I can't... So I took permission and seek for public transports...
We ran 2km's for around 5 minutes...(VERY FAST 4 an amature...) We ran here and there looking for buses... All buses back home was no more... So we seek for a taxi... The taxi need RM50 for 7 person at first... Later a bus code T-040 heading to Pekan Kajang... I was like shouting and running... I chased the bus side by side for 3 minutes, I didn't feel any tiredness as I know that is our last hope...
When I saw there was a T-junction in front, I was almost doomed... And I noted that there was traffic in the front which keep me moving... At last, the bus stop, I knock the mirror and hope that I can have a ride on it... The bus driver ignored me and showed a LCLY face, HOW DARE YOU!!! I will never forgot him... My friend and the taxi driver arrived... the taxi driver want us to add another RM20, (maybe he saw us chasing the bus T.T)
Reached home at 12.00am, slept at 1.30am... Sweet Dreams...

I do not know the reason that keep me wanting to go to the campfire... On that particular day, I was suppose to have a gathering with my friends from Nigeria... I wanted to avoid, avoid something... Maybe I doesn't know but my reaction... Somtimes intuitive sense... I hate to admit, but something was going to happen if I went for the gathering, and I really mean it, A real BIG ONE...

A Tuesday Evening

Tuesday again... Although it was quite enjoying, but I don't have mood today... I don't know how to describe my feelings but I can only tell you that I am very moody and boring... It seems like there are no other activities that can be executed today... It is a fix law that I must help in my mum's centre. It was kind of a job, part-time job, a boss's son (how embarassong!)... I need to take a deep breath, a really deep one... This is the only way that I can release the pressure throughout the session...

I wanna find a friend, a friend that can neutralize my sorrowful and deeply under-pressured heart... It wasn't easy though... To find a a true friend who can understand your feeling are yet more difficult than finding a way to score straight A's for examination...

Your score definitely won't betray you, but friends will... I do not know what to express as my feelings... I feel like I am in a dimension, there are a lot of doors... Each doors leads to different way... Out of the millions of doors, I need to find the correct door to enter. Once entered, there is no point of return... And yet, time is running out...