Me - Recent

Recently, I got a bad time management... School's cocuricular activities had turned heavy for me... Of course, I think most of us do... But I think this is too extreme for a person like me.. I had insufficient time to rest... So, can anyone help me out... But I think only I can help myself only...

I had never feel as bad as recent... I really dunno why I felt like I cannot withstand the strain on me...

I really hope someone can give me a chat...

I really do...

I did what I should do...

And I will continue on, even if I am not willing to...

If there is a line of hope...

Even as thin as a thread...

I will continue...

Till it meets...

SUCESS

9th June

I had some strange feelings today... I was very very very tired throughout the day. I helped my mum and payed a visit to the E-nopi Putrajaya class. I can see the potential and strategy to have the class there. It will be a good kick-start.

I think most activity that I've done throughout today was sleeping, cleaning and helping my mum out... Sometimes too much of sleep makes my sight blur. I never had this feeling before. But once I had it... It had never recover...

I created a new webpage on my own, it has been updated I will keep moving forward :-)...

http://www.life-kazu.webs.com/

I gotta prepare stuff for tomorrow's journey back to hometown. I hope everything there is fine because i had changed dramatically... I really dunno what to say bout the feeling when I reached there. I always had bad impression on travelling back to hometown... I am very bored about it... Especially the long journey back...

Anyway... Happy Day, Safe Journey I hope!!

Quite bored~~

A lot of things happened in just a few weeks of time... Seems like everyone had changed... From immature to mature, from mature to non-sense.... From a weak person to a strong person... And from bored to companion...

Scouts camp had just postponed from March holidays to school holidays. Seems like I need to re-write the letter. To switch the dates~~ Hope no errors again and no need to make correction..

Last Thursday, I went for a dinner... Although the place was very high class indeed... But nothing kept me attracted... I was just attracted to the red wine that I drank a mouth... Maybe by then my mood was mood-less, what I tasted was that the red wine had no taste at all in the first mouth... The second mouth was to test again whether I was wrong or not... It was tasteless and brings a little bit of sweet... Hmm, seems that mood will determine the taste of the wine....

Yesterday... I drank Vietnamese coffee... It was special... It was giving me a special feel... A feel like falling in love to somebody~~ lol... Thats just expression~~

Love is actually very simple... Why do we have to make it so complicated...
Love is actually for 2 person... Why does it have to include our parents...
Love is actually happy... Why do so many ppl shed so many tears for it...

Haiz... In conclusion... Love is so weird...

Finally...

AFS program... This is a program that I have waited so long for... Student exchange programme.... Lol, that is my only aim for this year... Hope I could attend it.... And I will also continue my scout journey.... I just up-graded to a patrol leader....

My patrol's name is "Megat Terakwis"... Cute name but quite easy to get it spelled wrongly~~ At least I achieved something that I nvr thought of... This year gave me a lot of surprises and also stress... My aim is to excavate more surprises and take control over ALL my stresses so that I won't be down easily...